I'm starting to get really excited about fall fashion

How I will look come fall:

baby doll chic

I had to throw in some cute boy style

But maybe with a zipper front instead?

yes, more cute boy

The baby doll thing again

stay a classy lady

I will not be afraid to ride my bike in heels

I think I'll need a fake fur coat

Above the knee socks all the time

Sexy basics, my boobs don't compare at all :(

yessssssssss

paintings that have made me lust

Philip Guston

Eric Fischl

Marlene Dumas

Kerry James Marshall 

David Hockney

I am dying of sadness and alcohol

he said to me over the bottle

on a soft thursday afternoon

in an old hotel room by the train depot.

I have, he went on, betrayed myself with

belief, deluded myself with love

tricked myself with sex.

the bottle is damned faithful, he said.

the bottle will not lie.

meat is cut as roses are cut

men die as dogs die

love dies like dogs die,

he said.

listen, Ronny, I said,

lend me 5 dollars.

love needs too much help, he said.

hate takes care of itself.

just 5 dollars, Ronny.

hate contains truth. beauty is a facade.

I'll pay you back in a week.

stick with the thorn

stick with the bottle

stick with the voices of old men in hotel rooms.

I ain't had a decent meal, Ronny, for a

couple of days.

small pleasures:

taking it slow, watching rows of trees, quaint houses,

wearing the big hat so all the windows can be down,

staying up all night, smooth music, watching motorcyclists,

double sided markers, and those crazy ass bitches